In 1963, with only $25 in her pocket and her
small stash of belongings packed in the trunk of her Ford, Durga
Ma set out to find answers she had sought since childhood. She
had completed her BA at the University of Missouri in only three
years with an eye to breaking free and satisfying her quest
for knowledge and enlightenment.
Working jobs as she traveled westward, her journey
came to an abrupt halt when she reached the Pacific Ocean. Within
months of arriving in a small town in California, Durga Ma began
her first foray into the spiritual world for which she was destined.
She had her first experience of samadhi, years before
she was to hear the word or discover it described in Sanskrit
mystical texts.
"Durga Ma's joy is contagious. I love the
wonderful conversations about Sanskrit writings, sacred teachings,
and the significant messages in dreams."
Her attempts to find someone who had the knowledge
she sought and the mastery to guide her, continued to fail. She
became depressed, sought distraction, and completed a Masters
degree. Discouraged and in despair, she threw in the towel and
gave up. In spite of all this, a few years later samadhi made a surprise return, this time with clues that would take her
to the portal of discovery.
Durga Ma found her spiritual master. She did not
see bright lights or hear fireworks. She simply recognized the
teachings of her master and his lineage as "familiar"
and was drawn to pursue them to their end. After so many years
of seeking, she was finally on her way.
Now, having attained success after many years
of yoga sadhana (spiritual practices leading to union
with God), Durga Ma has become a master in her own right. Replacing
her original spiritual name, Gandharvi, with the name of the goddess
from whom even the gods seek counsel, her students began calling
her Durga Ma. The story of her spiritual journey, Living the
Mysteries, by Dr. Terry Preston, may be found in
BOOKS.
If you were to see Durga Ma on the street today,
you would probably not recognize her for who she is. On those
rare occasions when she leaves her home, what you would see would
be just another woman in her sixties. Having abandoned "uniforms"
in favor of moving about incognito, she wanders through life looking
at it through a very different set of eyes — eyes that see
God everywhere, in you and me, and in all creation. When asked how she felt about having successfully completed her sadhana, she responded, "Oh, there's always more."
"I truly believe that Durga Ma is an enlightened being and I'm so grateful to be in Her presence."