In 1963, with only $25 in her pocket and
her small stash of belongings packed in the trunk of her Ford, Durga
Ma set out to find answers she had sought since childhood. She had
completed her BA at the University of Missouri in only three years
with an eye to breaking free and satisfying her quest for knowledge
and enlightenment.
Working jobs as she traveled westward,
her journey came to an abrupt halt when she reached the Pacific Ocean.
Within months of arriving in a small town in California, Durga Ma
began her first foray into the spiritual world for which she was
destined. She had her first experience of samadhi, years
before she was to hear the word or discover it described in Sanskrit
mystical texts.
Her
attempts to find someone who had the knowledge she sought and the
mastery to guide her, continued to fail. She became depressed, sought
distraction, and completed a Masters degree. Discouraged and in despair,
she threw in the towel and gave up. In spite of all this, a few years
later samadhi made a surprise return, this time with clues
that would take her to the portal of discovery.
Durga Ma found her spiritual master. She
did not see bright lights or hear fireworks. She simply recognized
the teachings of her master and his lineage as "familiar" and
was drawn to pursue them to their end. After so many years of seeking,
she was finally on her way.
Now, having attained success after many
years of yoga sadhana (spiritual practices leading to union
with God), Durga Ma has become a master in her own right. Replacing
her original spiritual name, Gandharvi, with the name of the goddess
from whom even the gods seek counsel, her students began calling
her Durga Ma.
If you were to see Durga Ma on the street
today, you would probably not recognize her for who she is. On those
rare occasions when she leaves her home, what you would see would
be just another woman in her sixties. Having abandoned "uniforms"
in favor of moving about incognito, she wanders through life looking
at it through a very different set of eyes — eyes that see God
everywhere, in you and me, and in all creation. When asked how she
felt about having successfully completed her sadhana, she
responded,
"Oh, there's always more."
The story of her spiritual journey, Living
the Mysteries, by Dr. Terry Preston, may be found in
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Durga Ma spends all her time
in meditation, study, writing, guiding shaktipat initiates and students,
and responding to their emails. She is sustained by donations from
her students and well-wishers. Your contributions, large or small,
are greatly appreciated.
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